Small Town Sleeping

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Sounds like Santa Barbara <3

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I want to have this in my house some day!

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recently i started seeing a guy Ive know for years. We’ve always had a connection of some sort and now were finally allowed to act on those feelings. Hes great dont get me wrong, wonderful. Hes playful, full of humor, energetic and hard working. A male version of me. The relationship is going great , if thats what you can even call it, the sex is well… an olympic event, couldnt ask for any better. I just wish I could let myself commit to him and we could make this official. I feel like i would be more open to him If I knew we were “together” even though im not sure anything else would change other than the title. However I cant even bring myself to think we could be a couple. Even though we already are together every weekend, talked every day, and our plans revolve around the others schedule, Part of me still thinks theres something still there with his ex. And Im just somethign to keep him occupied until she comes back. TO me this is the worst feeling in the world. They were together for 2 years, she moved away for a job, he chose to stay. He always tells me how bad their relationship was, but its hard for me to beleive that when she still insists on taking part in things in his life. For instance, on Thanksgiving she asked when are we getting together, asks his mom what time she should come over for christmas, and that she misses her oh so much. His family adores her, Shes a very nice girl dont get me wrong, But IM NOT HER! IM ME! and I feel liek ill never be able to live up to the standards that she has set, like i wont ever be good enough for him. Althoug hhe says how unhappy he was with her, why do they continue their communication still to this day. He tells me i have nothing to worry about our relationship is 1000x better than theirs was, He tries to reassure me things are find and theres nothing to wrry about but how can i no. When shes still in his thoights im sure on a daily basis

Maybe this is jsut me over annalyzing this situation which wouldnt be the first time ive done it. Maybe im just being jealouse, which i am a jealous person. But who wouldnt be if you had to compete with someones ex. I would never have andy think i was interested in someone else, or make him think he has to compete for my attention, then why am i feeling this way.

I want to to make him realize if you want this leo female to compete for your attention you have another thing coming. I wont compete, I wont beg for your attention, So when shes finally out of your life for good let me know. Hit me up! But if you want me to stroke your ego youve got another thing coming. Instead ill find someone whos willing to treat me the way i feel i should be treated, with out the competition, of an ex.

FUCK YOU!